Never give up...a reminder to myself tonight. David has two toes really red tonight. They looked fine when I treated them last night. I'm trying to talk to myself before going to bed. I'm hoping they are red from his shoes. It's one of those times when I feel I have buckets of concrete attached to my ankles and someone threw me in the ocean and no matter how much I try, I can't get my head above water. I'll listen to Deepak Chopra or Wayne Dyer tonight and maybe get hit by another spark of hope. I need it.