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it should be in a furniture showroom - I find it generic and void of spirit.
On to my story...Last week I found out just how the people you think will stick with you, and not be so judgmental are not really those kind of people at all. They may even be more judgmental thank anyone else. The saddest part of all, they really know nothing of you or your life. The trials and tribulations you endure on a day-to-day basis, and sometimes hour-to-hour and minute-by-minute. When they would rather see you alone and empty than have a friend who is there when you are falling apart and have no one else to call or rely on when your world is collapsing all around you.
I've learned a lot this past week.
I do not fit into anyone's narrow and shallow square box. I have no intentions of trying to do so. I am ME, trying to find a reason to get out of bed every morning and put one foot in front of the others. And finding those reasons these days are hard to find... And getting harder every day. I am tired of trying to find the money to buy meds, trying to find money to fix the car, the hot water heater, the broken washer, etc. This week I have given up getting my meds this month in order to buy David's. I can already tell a big difference after two days of no meds, I'm having trouble walking and barely bend any of my fingers.
I apologize for this post. I'm just so very tired and ill right now, and I'm hoping writing it out will help.
The Stars In Spring, Epic 45